No Longer Unsure Chpt. 5 (a Yaoi fanfic)
Edward
I sped out of the house as fast as I could, sprinting though the forest once again. I had no aim, not bothering to execute a sense of direction, I just ran. I knew somewhere in the back of my mind that I was surely out of Forks by now but it stopped mattering. I had failed every single person I loved and I had done it so easily, so simply. I wished with a fierce desperateness that I could curl up on the forest floor where no one could see me and cry away some of the pain all stuck in my throat but I was a despicable vampire and I could not cry away the pain, nor sleep it off. Despite what Bella had said that first time she had visited the house I could most definitely not do everything. Hell, all I was good for was killing. That’s what I was made for, meant to be.
I looked down at my hands as I ran, gaps in the trees let sunlight in, falling over my cold, hard skin. “Like diamonds,” Bella’s words came back to me. I stared at them, hating
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